Or Am I Just Losing My Mind?

 

Or am I just losing my mind?

OR AM I JUST LOSING MY MIND?

Blogged Feb 3, 2020

H. W. Bryce

 

I have only two blogs

Yet my POST blog keeps showing up

On my BLOG blog. What is happening

To my mind? Where does it go on

POST day? What was it thinking?

Or was it not thinking? Was it taking

A day off? Was the hour too early?

Or am I simply losing my mind?

 

Somebody, or something, is messing

With my brain. Appointments come

And appointments go, and still I sit

Here at my keyboard—any thing but

Bored. I am busy as a bee entertaining

Thoughts – speaking to, speaking from

My brain. It has been here the whole

Time. Or am I simply losing control?

 

Maybe its the overtime? Maybe my

Brain has gone on strike for a better

Deal? Maybe it’s working to rule, maybe

Strike pay is not enough pay. Maybe I

Am not kind enough to my brain. May-

Be I am working it too hard. Fatigue.

Yes, that could be it; it’s just tired.

Or maybe it needs rewired. Or maybe

I’m just losing my mind…

 

Come back little Sheba, come back…

I miss you little buddy. I am quite use-

Less without you. I need your help to

Get along. We’re a pair, Little Sheba, a

Thing! We’re supposed to be inseparable.

Like Siamese twins, we are, one for each

And each as one. How can you let me down?

Don’t tell me I’m just losing my mind.

 

It seems you have got lost in the intestines

Of thought. You seem to have lost your way,

Little Sheba. I guess I had better take up

A search. For my POST BLOG needs feeding

And my BLOG BLOG needs seeding and the

Pathways need clearing of underbrush and

Stuff. I need to recover my Brain and its order.

So come back Little Sheba…

OR

Well then, I guess I am just LOSING MY MIND!

 

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*Little Sheba, is the metaphoric little dog in the film

Come Back, Little Sheba, 1952

With Burt Lancaster and Shirley Booth

 

 

Image by Jerzy Górecki from Pixabay

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Judge at 6th Rabindrinath Tagore Awards - International - English Poetry Contest Author of Ann, A Tribute, and Chasing a Butterfly, A story of love and loss to Acceptance with the poetry of Alzheimer's and poetry for everybody. Appears in anthologies in Canada, US, India, Mexico and Bolivia. Poetry in Ekphrastic Review and NWriteers International Networeworld Review. Member of Federation of BC Wrters, Royal City Literary Society, and Holy Wow Poets Canada. Member Writers International Network: Distinguished Poet, Distinguished writer.
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