Silhouette

 

Silhouette illustration

Silhouette

 

H. W. Bryce

 

Prpl mini Dec 29,22 – Feb 2, 23

 

Standing slouched, a silhouette of dejection,

Head bowed, unmoving, for hours,

Her sack of meager belonging dangling at her feet.

The door is locked, the window’s dark,

No one comes. How sad she looks, how stark.

 

Night after night she comes, she knocks on the door,

She checks the darkened window. No one comes.

 

She picks up her bag each time and trudges,

Methodically, robotically, dejectedly

Into the darkening night, nowhere to go.

 

Next week, same day, though she doesn’t know

What day it is, she’s there, sad little girl,

A silhouette on the doorstep, same dejected

Silhouette slump. But this time, police

respond. They gain entry.

 

A grizzled old man growls, Go away. I don’t

Need you. I don’t want you here. I don’t

Need no help.

 

He tries to rise like a grizzly bear raging

On his hind feet. But he is bedridden,

As helpless as is wee silhouette.

 

Silhouette sings softly There there

My little one, time to dry your tears,

Mommy’s here, love is everywhere,

And a bright tomorrow nears.

 

Three weeks later, no longer just a silhouette,

The young lady helps the grizzled

Old man into the apartment in his wheelchair,

And she proves herself a natural caregiver.

 

So, orphaned girl and her granddad

Live happily on.

.– —

I like happy endings. We don’t always get them,

But I can always write one.
I wrote this one for that homeless girl

Across the lane because I can’t stand

The idea of being homeless.

I believe that in every homeless

Person, there is a secret good.

 

(If the self righteous ones turned their energies to housing for the poor, the disadvantaged, the addicted, with actual prospects of gainful .emplyment and self respect, we would go a long way to actual democracy and the spoken belief that we are all equal. Silhouette haunts me, a shadow in the night.)

 

Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay

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Filling the Air

 

Filling the air illustration

FILLING THE AIR                                Blogged Feb 13, 2023

 

H. W. Bryce

 

They arrive early, hate being late,

They barge through the door talking.

They fill the air with their words,

Including clusters of empty verbs,

And basketsful of personal nouns.

They make statements and announce

Items of non-news,

Profess to have suffered the blues,

And they fill the air with their own

Laughter

Especially to their own stale jokes

And no other words can

penetrate the fog

They ignore this clog.

 

They eat all thesnacks,

They eat up the meal

They claim the bottle

They brought is the

Best of the deal, then

They wheel on their heel

And talk into the night

Filling the air

With their words, which

Fly off to the sky like

Small little birds into the

Night, leaving hardly

A memory behind.

 

 

…and then they leave,

Like emperors of speech,

With flowing capes of

Synonyms and metaphors

Falling as of snowflakes

Dissolving without meaning,

 

And no one any the wiser

For the event.

 

They form into word clouds,

Rain down interpretations,

Throw wordy bric-a-bracs, weeeep,

Maintain they should be kept.

 

Changing cloud formations,

They sprinkle confidence

Like cinnamon on pumpkin pie

 

Claiming there iss no right

Only wrong, this cloud imitates

A gong

And then they are

gone

 

leaving words still floating

in the air and a babble of voices

dead on the ground

!!!

 

Image by narciso1 from Pixabay

 

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22nd Street

 

22d St- city lights illustration

22nd STREET

 

H. W. Bryce

Waiting for the 22nd Street bus, I stood

standing at the clifflike hillside

on the escarpment one twilight eve,

purveying all down below:

 

City lights spread out below, shining bright,

Shimmering, twinkling, a reflection of the

Starry night. It’s a dream sight, and

You and I imagine loving life inside each

Shining star alight down there inside

The cityscape: loving mom, doting dad,

Two happy little children by the fireside,

Stretched out, boy with rover dog,

Daughter cuddling kitty cat…

Enduring peace, contentment.

Dreamlike…

 

Down the hill, into the city streets,

Lullabyed by screaming sirens,

Cop cars chasing a suspect criminal,

Ambulance attendees reviving an OD-er,

Homeless guys fighting over a sleeping bag,

A pair of shoes, one leaves shoeless, one shod…

 

Behind this window, a woman screams

As her man’s fist meets her face…

A child’s cry wails into the night…

 

Underneath a street light, a desp’rate man

Assaults a woman walking home from shift,

Tears at her clothes…takes off with her purse…

She lies in the spotlight of the street lamp,

Broken. The street light sputters…

 

Sirens, screams, cops and ambulances

Belie the peaceful vista down below,

Unheard up here on the hill,

Unheeded by the cozy ones whose

Lives are set…

 

The sounds of this “night sky”

Down below the starry night,

Down below, in the cityscape,

Starry lights in the music of the night,

Reflecting peace amongst the hidden frights.

 

Night Sky. City Lights.

 

22nd Street and city lights below,

All nestled midst the beauty of

Nature and the sea.

 

And the 22nd bus rumbled on,

With one wistful passenger also aboard.

A lifetime ago.

 

— —

 

—while watching a rerun of Vera, from 2011

 

—about the bus ride I took as darkness overcoated the city,

We drove along 22nd street, looking down,

City light atwinkling, apparently at peace.
I was a summer journalist at the Vancouver Sun.

 

Also, a lifetime later, my son rented a house in that area,

and I got to revisit that very vista.

Twinges. And still I could not write about it.

Finally, this.

 

 

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TheFourth of Tomorrow

 

Fourth of tomorrow illustration

THE FOURTH OF TOMORROW

H. W. bryce

 

THIS GOES FOR Canada, too:

 

The First of July

 

Pale blu mini comp of Jun 12, 2022 – July 3, 2022

BECAUSE, AS I EXPECTED, GUN VIOLENCE.   ON THE 4TH (IN MINNESOTA) – SHOOTING INTO A PARADE

Apropos as of 28 Jan 2023 on the laying of murder charges against five black policement having beaten
Tyre Nichols___  to death. Memphis, Tennessee.

This in the midst of more mass shootings.

Just another week in the life of evil.

— —

 

Will guns ever be holstered? Will mass shooting never cease?

Will everyone’s life really matter? Will suffering

Of the victims convert the delusion of shooters

After the Fourth of Tomorrow?

 

How many centuries before a country matures?

How many lives must perish before lives really matter?

When will the gray matter apply its better power?

When will the clock tick on that glorious hour?

I see beyond the horizon, the sun beginning to shine

Brighter than before. I see Man’s soul beginning to Grow.

I have a vision – FOR THE DAYS beyond the hatred

I have a vision – of the death of the killings

I have a vision – of happier days to come

When goodnesses will add up to the sum

Of Peace, where differences are settled peacably

And no one is left feeling hurt.

 

I have a vision where the only guns will shoot water,

The only bullets will be heart filling love arrows.

I can see a day when the street of hate narrows

And we all see each other as persons, not creeps.

 

Oh, I dream of that day, that fourth of tomorrow,

The day that marks the end of sorrow.

 

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If I Could Choose

 

I I could swim with whales illustration

IF I COULD CHOOSE

 

H. W. Bryce

 

If I could choose, I’d swim with whales.

It must be so peaceful down there,

At the bottom of the sea.

It must be like touching eternity,

A place of perpetual peace.

It must be the place for me.

 

Oh, I might have to come up for air,

But the pull of the idylic would pull me back.

Oh, to swim with whales, to be so graceful,

To be so large that no one attacks you,

This would be bliss – away from Earthlings’

Petty slings and arrows; to be in so close-knit

A group would be divine. To feel that I

Would belong would comfort me, free me

To be the me I want to be. To be pulled

Along (as if important would be important

To me. And that that would not matter

but that it would count).

 

Yes. If I could choose, I would swim with whales.

A whale would never bail on his pod. He

Would never fight with God; he would never pick

On prawns; this gentle leviathon, content to be

Where his spirit never pales.

 

–like the bliss of a kiss, we’d cruise along with ease,

An example of community seldom seen above water,

Not bothered by the ill winds.

 

Ah, the sea, the reflection of the sky,

Tranquil under the storms raging above,

Doing no harm, just swimming, just to be,

Family first, togetherness always. Each

Member belonging, each doing his part,

Such as it ought to be, while still being free.

 

We would cruise with the tide, no need to hide.

I would feel like the groom escorting his bride;

I would be the little child, happy-go–lucky and free,

No responsibility, having to pay no fee.

 

And yet, being part of a pod would be such pride

The free ride would prompt me to give favours

Like a lottery winner doling out free dollars.

I would want to heal, if I could live with whales.

 

To be in such a space, I could never lose.

Yes, I’d swim with whales if I could choose.

 

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The Road Back

 

THE ROAD BACK

H. W. Bryce

The road back illustration

After a tragedy, after your fall,

The advice is cliché to be sure,

But so is the road to the trouble.

It’s Human Nature, and it has its flaws.

 

There are potholes on the road back,

But not so deep we can’t climb back;

There is the sky to keep our eye on

As incentive to keep us on track.

 

See? Already you are near the top,

Climb over the rim and walk on,

Sing a new song. Can’t sing?

Sing anyway, just don’t you stop.

 

Setbacks? We all get setbacks,

We all get them from time to time.
They come and they go, and just because.

Human Nature has its lacks. Sometimes it cracks.

 

For we are but Human and we have our flaws,

We make our mistakes, and we carry our scars.

Sometimes our troubles arrise from Free Will,

When ego gets ahead of Self with its claws.

 

The road back is bumpy, it twists, and it turns,

We lose our way and our hearts sorely yearn

To be released from our troubles and woes,

To be ripped from the thorns, be given a rose.

 

Yes, the road back is arduous and long.

We must atone for what we have done wrong,

We must earn our way back to your hearts,

Find a way to earn the right to belong.

 

Perhaps you will find that one little change

Can alter your life in a very big way,

Learn how to give instead of to take,

To give the Other his choice, his own fair chance.

 

Being back may not be perfection,

But it will be accepted with affection,

Faux pas and sins can be forgiven

For repentence on the road, no longer driven.

 

See? Already you are at the top,

Climb over the rim and walk on,

Sing a new song. Can’t sing?

Sing anyway, just don’t you stop.

 

There are potholes on the road back,

But not so deep we can’t climb back;

There is the sky to keep our eye on

As incentive to keep us on track.

 

Image Pexels from Pixabay

 

And Human Nature carries its scars.

 

 

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Not Even a Nurse

 

Not even a nurse illustration

Not even a nurse

H. W. Bryce

Not even a nurse could do as well

Blu mini comp bk of Aug 29-15

 

The little old lady teetered out of her room into the hallway. Call her Edna.

Her clothes were askew, her stare intense. She was going somwhere and by God she was going to get there.

Her short-step waddle was uncertain at best. She looked like she desperately needed support, or she was going to fall on her face. She held her arms out to the side like a tightrope walker’s balance beams; they carved rotating figure eights with each wobbly step.

Several residents passed her by, practically gliding on their walkers, chatting. Two wheelchair residents were chugging along erratic pathways not entirely of their choosing.

There were no care aides in sight; they were in another room with another resident. The duty nurse was dealing with a mini crisis down the hall beside her nurses’ station. Other care aides were tending other residents in the same area.

So there was no one to intercept the waddling, teetering Edna.

There was, however, among the throngs at the nursing station, a young woman dressed in a semi-uniform; she wore a uniform top, with simple grey slacks. She took note of Edna; it was hard not to. Call her Steph.

“Hello Edna,” Steph crooned. “Where is your walker?”

Edna blinked up at her. “I don’t know. Perhaps he’s following me. Back there. Somewhere. He gets lost.”

Well come on then, let’s go find shall we?”

“Yes, okay.”

“He might be lonely,” Steph suggested.

“Well, he might be.” Edna chortled. “He’s so darn slow.”

“I KNOW! Here Edna, take my arm.”

They looped arms and Steph got Edna turned around to face the direction of Edna’s room.

Not even a nurse could have worked so smoothly.

Steph towered over the little lady. She looked down. “I heard you could sing.”

Edna brighted up and straightened up. “Yes. I used to sing in the choir.”

Her voice didn’t indicate that she could sing; it was a weak voice, a frail, little voice.

“Well, let’s sing then,” Steph said.

Edna cast a cheeky look at Steph. “Do you know any Pete Seeger?”

“Pete Seeger? Really?”

“Oh yes. He was my favourite.”

“Yes, I heard you were once a hippy.”

Edna chortled. “Oh yes. I remember those days.”

“Yes? Which Pete Seeger song do you love?”

“Where have all the flowers gone.”

“I know that one. It’s beautiful.”

“Oh yes. We used to sing that all the time. In the choir.”

“Really?”

“Oh yes. It was a modern choir.”

“I’ll start then, shall I?”

Steph simply opened her mouth and out flowed a mellow alto voice.

 

Where have all the flowers gone, long time passing?
Where have all the flowers gone, long time ago?
Where have all the flowers gone?…

 

Edna picked up with her sweet, sweet soprano, and their voices paired like an angel’s prayer of praise.

 

Young girls have picked them everyone.
Oh, when will they ever learn?
Oh, when will they ever learn?

The odd pair turned and positively danced into Edna’s room, leaving the hauntingly beautiful music hanging in the hallway.

Not even a nurse could have done so well.

For Steph was not a nurse. She was not even a care aide.

Steph was with Recreation.

 

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