Rat-a-tat-a-tat

 

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Rat-a-tat-tat

Rat-a-tat-tat – Rat-a-tat-rat-tat!
The uzi fills the wall with pock holes
Poc-poc-poc-poc
Little children too small and low to be hit
They duck and tremble, mute with fear
The old lady’s face freezes on an expression of terror,
Helpless…

Rat-a-tat-tat-a-tat, poc-poc-poc
The little children scramble on frightened legs,
Deaf to their own screams
To find mommy
And
Where is daddy?
There is no more daddy…

Over in the news room, the jaded editor
Skims the news reports, shakes his head,
Only thirteen dead, only three kids,
One father; not worthy, give it the door.
Let’s run the story of the nun in bed
And the one of the science class kids
With their baking soda and soda pop
in cooking pots with exploding lids.

Rat-a-tat-a-tat-a-tat, poc-poc-poc-poc
Good side, bad side
All sides are bad
Says the praying figure in the rubble that was home
Rat-a-tat poc-poc
All is lost for all
No end…
Rat-a-tat-tat, Poc-poc-poc-poc

And the old lady at the scene, she moans
And asks her daughter why such noise and who are you?
And where am I? And who are you?
Her eyes are weak and while she sees
She no longer comprehends;
She thinks the popping sounds are popping corn.

We’ve seen this picture a thousand times before
“The people should be spared from seeing all the gore
The people they deserve the chance to be rich…
And that was the editor’s considered pitch.”

Rat-a-tat-tat echoes across the waves
Silent moans float from captured slaves
Dance music wafts across a town
As debutantes come out in silken gowns.

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Rat-a-tat-a-tat. Indeed! Harrumph.

I’m sick of seeing it I’ll see it more
The people don’t have to look
It’s my job to protect them from
All that; that way’s better, in my book.

The mayor clanks in wearing mayor’s chains,
Welcomes their princess for a tour of their town,
Thinking all the while how their coffer gains.
The pirate at the ball adjusts his one eye patch,
Sets his sight on a socialite, a dance to snatch;
And all is well where the GDP and comfort match.

Rat-a-tat-a-tat – poc-poc-poc-poc

The reporter on the scene kneels down and weeps;
He doesn’t know how his editor sweeps
His story off his editorial desk—
Even as a rubble child passes in his arms.
He is no longer just a reporter on the scene;
Now he is one of them.

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Hundreds of charred and ash-covered bodies
Lay strewn amidst the loss,
Victims of war caused by hatred and greed.
In the silence between the volleys,
Words arise from a riot of the distant past,
“Why can’t we all just get along?”

And the old woman lay now on a caravan bunk
And the Doctor comes and as the Doctor says,
“Stage Seven now, it’s a matter of time,
And if she wants it, let her eat junk.”
Fresh from the field he’d removed some lead
From the head of a child who’d stepped on a mine.

Rat-a-tat-a-tat-tat-tat, the war goes on.

The pirate with the eye patch, he dances c’est bon!
The editor writes editorial mush.
The debutantes drink orange crush.
The reporter in the field, no longer can he tell.
The old woman dies, “bats in the belfry,” they say, rang her bell.
And the children of the rubble? They play football all day long,
With the kids of the science pots – and they all get along

Rat-a-tat-a-tat. Poc-poc-poc-poc.
The war goes on…
..and they call it victory!

Rat-a-tat-a-tat…

And thousands of Alzheimer’s ‘victims’ see such scenarios in varying degrees, in their heads – every day.
Please support the fight against Alzheimer’s disease.

And the victims of wars.

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CREDITS: Boys in ruins – https://www.pinterest.com/pin/509399407821746883/
Saved, by someone, from aljazeera.smartgalleries.net
Debutante: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/319192692311898264/
Despondent man:  http://pixel-slinger.deviantart.com/art/Daily-Sketch-Shell-Shock-369371961
Graveyard, peace at last: Clip Art, found under search “war victims.” The link is broken.

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Harry’s Memory: Missing in Action

 

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Harry’s Memory:

Missing in Action

Mary sent me out for yeast for her recipe;
Also some milk, some coffee and a loaf of bread to hold us over.

Mary jokes about it. She says, Oh, Harry’s memory: missing in action.
Ha!

I went to the car and reached for my key.
Must have forgotten my key.
I went back in. She was holding the key out for me,
Shaking her head. She shoved my favourite hat onto my head
And admonished me not to go out without it.
I went out to the car and reached for my key,
It wasn’t in my left pocket, nor my right;
I transferred the object in my had
To check my shirt pocket. I lost my grip on the object
And it fell to the concrete with a Jangle.
It was the key.
I started up and drove toward the store.
I turned right at the corner.
Turns out, I should have turned left.
It took three more rights to get back on track.

I’m not saying about the parking on the store lot.
Suffice to say the lady was not amused.
Anyway, the insurance will cover it.

I found the toffee, I found the bread,
I bought bananas and raisins and buns;
And two litres of cola.

I found the car. It was still drivable.
I headed out. On the way, I spotted the Tim Horton’s.
I pulled into the lot.
The scratch my loose bumper left on the other car
Was hardly noticeable.
I was supposed to meet Marcia there.
I’m sure of it. I was supposed to meet Marcia there.
I tucked in with a long john and a hot chocolate.
So what the doctor said take it easy on the sugar?
It’s only once a month.

I was surprised when I found my way home
To find Mary tapping her toe and looking at her watch.
Where are the groceries?
Gro— Oh. They must be in the car.
She opened the bags and pawed through them
With a most peculiar expression on her face.

So where is my yeast? She put it to me
That her recipe was waiting for that secret ingredient.

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Harry’s Memory: Missing in action

You’d better go back, she said, here let me write it down.
A list of one. Surely you can remember that?
Now go. Wait. Where is your hat?
My hat?
Yes you had a hat when you went out. You have no hat when you came in.
Just then the phone rang.
Hello? Doughnut shop? What? He’s a regular there?
Oh is he, she said. So that’s where he goes.
No wonder he’s getting so fat.

Fat? Me? Fat? I looked down. Now where are my feet?

She wheeled on my. Go, she said,
In that controlled manner that always confuses me.
Straight to the store. Get the yeast.
Come straight home.
No wait. Go by the doughnut shop and get your hat.

I turned to go.
Wait, she said, aren’t you forgetting something?
She was holding out the keys.

I went to the car. It was still running. Who the heck?
Oh. She gave me the spare key.
Who’s forgetful now, eh? Ha-ha.
I headed out. I turned righ—
Oh,not again. Shoulda turned left.
Three more right turns.
Anyway, there was no sign of that lady on the parking lot.
I found the toffee, I found the buns
I bought a hand of bananas…

CREDITS: Lost keys – https://mind42.com/public/99528574-ee4b-4536-bc23-62373a129432
L
ist of one – Clip Art. No link found.

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Get Him Outta Here: Please!

 

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Get Him Outta Here

Get him outta here. Get him out.
He’s disrupting my party,
He’s no fun. Make him run.
Go on, get him outta here.

The intruder heckled harder,
He fought tooth and nail,
For every laser beam nourished him,
Each knockout punch seemed to rally him.

And the Party team defended,
Fought each foray as viciously as the attack.
Like family, like care givers, the Party members
Rallied round and nursed the Party,
Like nurses and doctors
Who don’t want to give up and lose a life,
They laboured on, and the “Heckler” lost some ground.

Scientist and doctors, the police,
All stepped up,
Knocked him down and dragged the Heckler out.
Again, And again. And the Heckler would not give up.
And all the people cheered each time he went down.

Get him outta here

“Get him outta here. Get him out.
Get him out.”

But at the next Party rally,
The Heckler—and his crowd—returned.
He countered every policy, each good intention
To protect the Party first
And make it well again.
He was persistent and the Party
Could not find a way to make him stay away.

They could only cry “Get him outta here.
Get him out.” And they got many Heckler helpers out.
But some subversive few disguised themselves
And sat as poison yet to spread.

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And did the Heckler ever leave
On his own accord?
Did he “get outta” there?
No, he just grew stronger with the fight,
Drew his will in tight, won more Hecklers
And he destroyed the party’s brain centre.
He was a cancer in their midst.
Each time he returned, he
Was much the stronger one,
And the Party ran out of arguments.
It was losing support.

The Heckler rejoiced. He thrived on despair.
It was like manna from heaven for him.

And the Party?

They buried him today.
They said he’d been a very strong man
But that nobody could defeat the Heckler.
They said it was not the Alzheimer’s
That killed him, but complications
From double pneumonia.
He is survived by his wife of sixty years,
Three sons, two daughters, sixteen sweet
Grand-children, two brothers and a sister.

Now the younger brother Party has a Heckler
And they all rally round and cry,
“Get him outta here. Get him out!
He’s not wanted here, get him out. ”

CREDITS: Top picture – http://imrozsworld.blogspot.ca/2012/07/run-away.html
Bottom picture – https://visualsonline.cancer.gov/details.cfm?imageid=2370
– This image is in the public domain and can be freely reused.
C
reator: Susan Arnold (Photographer);
AV Number: AV-8810-3685-C

 

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My Mornings

 

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My Mornings

My mornings are for writing.
That’s my time to ‘sing.’
Coffee cup in hand, ideas fill my head,
Take my place at keyboard…

Fully fresh and thinking,
Before sidetracking
Causes sudden sinking
Of inspiration’s call…

When that super great idea
Crashes, burns and all,
That call to work starts to fall—
Wait a min, gotta take this call.

(sigh!)

My mornings are for writing!
Fresh ideas, old or borrowed;
Now what the hell rhymes with orange?
My fav’rite chair’s in storange?

Roll up the sleeves and start to write.
One thought gives birth
To another thought and you thought
You’d never think another thought
As great as the last thought that you thought…
I think that’s what it was I thought.

My mornings!!

Oops, gotta get a coffee.
Forty minutes later, back at the keys.
Now what the hell was I on about?
Okay, kitty cat, I will let you out.

Just a sec, there goes the phone.
Hey buddy, don’t think I like your tone.
No I don’t want to buy a new garage door,
I don’t even have a garage, g’bye!

Hell! That was s’posed to rhyme,
But it wasn’t worth a dime;
And what’s a dime today, six cents?
God but I’m feelin’ awful dense.

Aw shucks! Rhyme scheme’s gone to hell
And now it’s hard for me to tell
What it was I started there to say
This morning. Now it’s noon. Do tell.

Blank page. Blank page. Still another blank page.
How long have I been stuck at this stage?
Must be time for another coffee refill. (Yeah.)
Oh how I love my mornings. My mornings! (Sigh!)

Time for lunch, thanks a bunch,
Nothing done today.
Guess my Great Canadian Novel gotta wait.
Hope tomorrow ain’t just another state
Of…My Mornings!
(Sigh!)

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CREDITS: Lady with coffee mug – http://www.naturallyhealthyskin.org/blog/home-remedies-for-bags-under-the-eyes/bags-under-eyes-home-remedies/
Cartoon – http://mumsgather.blogspot.ca/2005/07/i-dont-want-to-sleep.html
Both found in clip art and tracked to Creative Commons (free use)

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Virtual Hug: I wish…

 

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Virtual Hug

Truly I wish that you were here,
Or that I were there with you.
I’d pack it up upon a dare,
But my duties keep me here.
And so I send my virtual hug
And with it all my love and care,
And if it isn’t too much to lug,
Love and hug come as a pair.

I’m sitting here, I’m all alone,
My mind is seeking what I miss,
I’m sitting here, I’m dreaming dreams,
Emotions raw as stone.
In anguish of my missing you,
My lonely mind is utt’ring screams,
For I am here, wish you were too-
If only we could ride connective beams.

Wish you were here, right here with me
To hold me tight like when you were;
Mem’ries keep our love alive
And I can vir-tu-ally see
The two of us in a virtual hug,
Just the way we’re meant to be.
The two of us in a virtual hug,
Just the way we’re meant to be.

O Love You So

Dear partner mine, I love you so,
Love you with all my heart,
If only you were here with me
I vow we’d never part.
Wish you were here or I were there-
This virtual postcard sends to you
My everlasting virtual hug,
A kiss, my love, a virtual hug.

I hope that you are not forlorn,
I hope you’re having fun,
I hope that you don’t pine away
And that you’re not there all alone.
I’d hate to see you miss your mark
But I’d hate to see you stay.
Life here for me is rather stark,
I miss our playful play.

So I send to you my virtual hug
Until I see you in my sight.
I miss you mightily, my love,
I wish that you were here.
But you are gone and gone for good,
And I must pine for you down here.
And so I must now compensate-
I send to you my virtual hug.

CREDIT: http://simplybanda.blogspot.ca/2012/03/i-was-born-idiot.html
https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc/4.0/

 

 

 

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Sundown Blues: and she cry

 

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Sundown Blues

“I hate to see the sun go down
And feel the darkness rise,
It gives me the Sundown Blues
And brings those tears into my eyes.

“And so I go a walkin’ out,
My goal it fills my eyes,
I have my mission to fulfill,
It is my job, it is my will.”

And she cry:

Where is that man now?
Oh where can he be?
Where has that man gone now?
He’s gone and left me so alone-alee.

Oh my man get restless as a bird,
Come the sundown every day,
Like in spring at nesting time
And wanders every unknown way.

And She:

Oh she sit and cry her eyes out,
She got the sundown blues.
Oh she sit and cry her eyes out,
She got those sundown blues.

Oh she cry for her missing man,
She cry for him all day,
She don’t know where to look for him,
Though she look in every which old way.

And She Say:

Something’s got a hold of him
And calls him every sundown time,
He can’t resist, he has to heed the call,
Though it makes no reason or no rhyme.

Yes my man, she say, he got the sundown blues
What have I done to let him down?
I’m sure I do not have a clue,
But my man he got those sundown blues.

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And she sit and cry her eyes out,
She got the sundown blues.
And she sit and cry her eyes out,
She got the sundown blues.

“I gotta go, I gotta go now,
The sky is in that sundown blue.
I gotta go, I gotta go now,
The sky is in that sundown blue.

“It fill me with melancholy blues,
It fill me with melancholy blues.
Every lonely day at sundown,
Every lonely day at sundown.

“I gotta go now, I gotta go now,
The sky is in that sundown blue.”

Yes she sit and she cry and she don’t know why
Her man has left her with the sundown blues.

CREDITS: The Blues by http://art.phillipmartin.info/home_music_brass_02.htm ;
“Welcome to Free Music Clip Art!  Free for Non-Commercial Use.”
Woman in blue by https://www.pinterest.com/pin/225743000047094188/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oe5N_jXD9zI&list=RDoe5N_jXD9zI#t=171
Credits lead back to:
 Flash and the Pan was an Australian new wave musical group (essentially an ongoing studio project) initiated during the late 1970s by Harry Vanda and George Young, both former members of The Easybeats.
Found originally in Clip Art.

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Precious are the Eyes

 

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Precious are the Eyes

H. W. Bryce

–jotted in the car upon departing from the ophthalmologist’s

Precious are the eyes, the window to the soul,
That read the book of stories that we never told…

But really, I’d rather not look in there just now,
I’d rather look upon the world.
And I prefer to see inside of your soul;
I want to gaze upon your beauty,
And say the love I have but never told.

I want to retain the colours,
I need to hold on to the colours,
I want to see the sparkling water
As it runs between its banks.
I want to see the animals
And watch the birds all fly.
I must memorizes the faces
I must record all our places,
I treasure all the sights
As they all travel by.

I want to see. I want to see.
I want to savour the beauty of every single tree,
I want to bear witness to the panoramic view;
I want to witness life as it marches on to be.
I want to see the healing,
For God did not give us sight
To see and ignore the others’ des’prate plight.

I love to see you dancing,
I throb to see your loving smile,
I crave to see the children laughing,
And I ache to see the eagles fly.
I must see, to read another book;
And for the sparkle in your eye,
I crave another look.

Let me hold you in my eyesight
For as long as long eternity,
For I love you dearly, more dearly
Than all the words can tell,*
And every sight is a joyous inward yell.
Most precious are the eyes we have to see,
Most precious are the views they bring to me.

Precious are the eyes,
The sight that God has given us;
We need to do more than simply trust:
Protect and nourish them, this we must.

Precious are the eyes
That bring the beauty home to me…

Please God let me keep my eyesight
For yet a long, long, long while.

–This is what I read in the eyes of the Alzheimer’s patient
who is in a failing state.

*This line from Roger Whitaker song

CREDITS: http://www.deviantart.com/art/Portrait-of-an-old-man-339181777

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