She Cries

 

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For June, Alzheimer’s Month in the USA 2022

 

She Cries

H. W. Bryce

I show her books of faded photographs,

memories from all our former paths,

of times when she and I were young

and life was always joyous “Ships Ahoy!”

and times among our kids, when they were full of joy.

I sing the songs that we have always sung,

And she recalls her former playful ways…

and she cries for all her yesterdays.

 

She cries for now she has so few tomorrows left

and no longer can she serve; bereft

she laments this stage of age

for she has much more that she can give,

but her memory’s become a sieve,

although some scenes are just a stage

and some todays are but replays…

she cries for all her yesterdays.

 

At times there’s nothing else to do but rage

against this wretched prison cage

and try to say what’s in her mind.

But still she knows the joys of how to live,

it’s in her altruistic need to give,

a testament of how one can be kind

in the face of hardships in a maze…

and so she cries for all her yesterdays.

 

Old photos, familiar melodies,

a kiss, a tender touch, all remind her of so much;

her face then crinkles up as if she prays…

and she weeps for all her yesterdays…

— —

From Chasing a Butterfly by H. W. Bryce

Image: Family photo

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Hanging on the Fridge

 

Hanging on the fridge picture

HANGING ON THE FRIDGE

  1. W. Bryce

Ylo mini comp may 4-22

 

Graffiti stain on old and faded

hitewashed brick wall, ballooned

letters dripping down its bib like

melting jelly off the baby’s chin onto

his high-chair lift-up tray, rust gathering

in streaks at its earthern base staining

the shards of grass striving to reach the sun

 

and Brian’s brain melts into porridge mush

as he strains so hard to reconstruct

whatever it was his life used to be,

to repair the, to fill in the…that hollow rift

left by a stray bullet from an irate shooter’s

AR-15, the bullet that caught a volunteer

soldier on a brief leave from the front line, on

a food run…picked off, like a ruffian snatching,

a pretty flower for his intended, a mere token,

by one of a marauding gang seeking pleasure

as much as loot, hogging basic supplies…

 

he was walking, on his way to find milk for a baby,

in yet another bombed-out city, a safe city, a saved

ciity, the mother crippled from tripping on the rubble

that was a market square, sheltering like a rabiti

 in a hole…on a mercy run for milk for a baby,

In safe territory…

 

and that is where his memory ends

and lives…still loves…still on

that mission of mercy, his forte,

even as his body threatens to give up

like a Raggedy Andy wrung out, like a fox

hunted into exhaustion, facing extinction,

his nose sniffing the pleasant sniff of home

a few short feet from his fox hole…

 

and that’s where Brian lives, as a child’s

painting of him hanging on his mother’s

fridge, signed in crayon…

 

 

“Oh, the horrors of war,” his virtual widow

Laments as Brian stares out the hospital

Room window at that graffiti wounded wall,

That miserable wall suffering along with Brian,

Minds melding, phantom aches overmatching

Real ones, brains ablaze, both graffitied with

Obscene grit,

 

“Brian said,” the virtual widow keens, ”as he

Went off to that…obscene war, ‘I can see no

Evolution in human nature.’ ”

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Inspired by “I will Pess Even to Achelon,” by Amanda Newell, Rattle Chapbook Prize Winner ©2021

And because I am still incensed that last year our media apparently abandoned the Lest We Forget mantra, for I saw no tributes, save one sideways event, a flyover for one individual; no old newsreels, no ceremonies, no visits to memorials, no interviews with veterans. No reminders, even in the midst of yet another evil war…and on this D-Day anniversary, we have abandoned the front line to the people of one victim country…

Why else do we have freedom today? For one, because the D-Day battle(s) saved our world from fascist dictatorship. Complacency is a dangerous stance.

Last year, I wrote All Quiet on the News Front. Because there was no news on my television screen about this important day.

I miss the live coverage of veterans on Normandy beach, the awsome memorial towers, the air drop of poppies, the interviews, the young people laying poppies in row upon row of crosses. I miss the faces of the last surviving veterans of D Day. They inspired me.

Because there are so few of our old warriors still living is no reason to let their memories die, or the reasons we had Lest We Forget in the first place. Their work is here, in our safety and comfort. Peace is our most precious treasure, to be worn as a badge of honour, like a medal, and honour must be defended, always.

Remember the First World War, the Korean War, Vietnam, the desert war, the Second World War, the Afghanistan, the Crimea, the Ukraine…wars in peacetime; an oxymoron. An abomination.

Photo by Erik Mclean: https://www.pexels.com/photo/graffiti-art-on-the-wall-9572029/

 

 

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Before Times

 

Before Times picture

BEFORE TIMES

`submitted Rattle Poets Respond May 18, 2022- NOT selected

BANG!

WHIZZZ!

SCREAM

 

CHAOS

Running            hiding

…in the open                                     desperation

Silence pierced

by agonized groanings

SHOUTS

 

Ack-ack-ak-ack-ak-ak…

Stop       please   stop

GET Down                           GET DOWN!

Run…                     run…

 

No quiet                                              at end of                              storm

 

Air filled with sobbing

….groaning

 

Pleas

For

Help…

Innocent grandmother                  down

Weeping…

 

 

I remember the before, I recall the quiet.

I remember the love       we used to have.

There was time, before the now. There was life,

When all we threw were baseballs and footballs,

The only weapons we swung were golf clubs

At gopher holes, the only enemies were

Gnats and disease and sometimes high prices.

Before the now there were prayers at weddings,

Youth clubs and Girl Guide cookies, newborns and

Church baptisms. Before the now with its broken

Altars, broken vows, bullet casings in the aisles,

Dead grannies, babies praying in their unformed minds.

 

Before times, we did not teach hate, practice untruths,

We planted the trees of respect and fed their roots.

— —

One damned masssacre after another. We have become Bedlam. I wrote this for last week’s mass shooting in Buffalo, only to find another one Tuesday in Texas. We – both the USA and Canada – are setting records for fatal shootings. This morning, Wednesday, another killing in Surrey, BC. Look up such statistics as most deadly cities.

I had written this as intro to last week’s shooting:

Watching the news makes me feel eviscerated, totally powerless, however much I fantasize about getting up and out there righting the wrongs of the world. But there are too many wrongs. So, as a sentient and sensitive being, I write my poems as my small contribution to righting the scales between right and wrong, justice and lawlessness. Whatever happened to respect?

[Also: do we not have enough to cope with, with all the diseases, etc., plaguing us, with climate change, ad nauseum? Is this not Walk for Alzheimer’s month her? Are there not enough children with cancer? Is this not already enough to keep a people occupied?]

I live in Canada, where, by and large, life was safe. Seeing the recent carnage in the States, the re

—H. W. Bryce

petitions of hate––we see that here now, too––my muse nudged me, and this is wha t I wrote. I must write. Can’thelp myself. Today, there was a shooting in my home town.

BTW, this form of poetry is my own. I call it a fontanelle. First comes the unformed, the chaos, then comes the formal, the formed. The second part is the comment on the first part, the contrast usually being stark. It can be question and answer. Usually, the second part is a sonnet.

 

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Forget Me Not

 

FORGET ME NOT
H. W. Bryce
It’s said the knight in armour
Picked the flower for his love;
He did to prove his ardour,
But he wasn’t any dove,
For his armour weighed him down
Into the river though he fought,
He tossed the posy as he drown,
Crying please forget me not!
Humble little flower, of perky purple hue,
You stand for memory and precious love so true,
Your petals five are symbols showing that you care,
Your golden heart a sign of love willingly laid bare.
Five pretty little petals,
Held by a heart of gold;
One petal stands for true love,
As beauteous as the dove;
Another is devotion,
Embracing love’s emotion;
A third is hope to help you cope,
A fourth is caring care,
With courage to be there,
While number five is memory
To honor you and me.
Forget-me-not, Forget-me-not,
Pretty blue and splendid, little flower.
Forget-me-not, forget-me-not,
Remembrance is your power.
And while you may be going,
Your spirit lives with me.
Our memories are as beauteous
As any living tree.
So I promise this to you,
With everything I’ve got,
That I’ll be true dear,
That I’ll forget you not.
The whole is like a star,
The symbol of a dream.
It stands for love that flows,
As does the laughing stream.
So wear the little flower,
The wee forget-me-not,
It is the flower of remembrance
And love’s forever-ever knot.
For it is love, remember-ance,
A forever-ever knot.
The flower of remember-ance,
The wee forget-me-not.
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* This is the flower of the Alzheimer’s Society, and this is Walk for Alzheimer’s Month in Canada.
Brought to you by Chasing a Butterfly by H. W. Bryce.
Available from Friesen Press, Victoria, BC.
This is Walk for Alzheimer’s month here.
I walk for ANN.
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World Poetry Cafe

 

World Poetry Cafe

Co-op Radio 100.5 FM

FEATURE: H. W. Bryce

Subject: Respect

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Come, Break Bread with me

 

Come, break bread with me

Come, Break Bread with Me

H. W. Bryce

Come, break bread with me,
and we shall talk of many things,
of peace and harmony, friendship,
and the turmoil that is life,
and how we may all just get along.
And so to form a bond so strong
As to forget to go to war.

We all stumble, time to troubled time.
But if we break bread together,
we will find a way to heal.
Come, break bread with me,
let us make music together,
let us sing in sweet harmony
of love and brotherhood.

Come, break bread with me
and we shall talk of loyalty,
of truth, and swear to honesty,
and bring out the best of merits
that we hold within ourselves.
Come, let us break bread together.

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No diff’rence see

 

No difference see

NO DIFF’RENCE SEE

Upon reading some old masters                                                 BLOGGED May 9, 2022

BLU MIN I COMP OF MAR 28-22 –

 

H. W. Bryce

 

The poor, the rich, the tattered bum,

All pray to their God, they dream of sons,

To have and teach their sums,

To have in age to soothe them with their drums.

 

The merchant, priest, the everyman

All strive to make their future grand,

To spread the load, to share the gold,

To try to fill the Master’s mould.

 

Alas, poor struggling merely man

Thinks he’s ever so greatly grand,

Projecting himself the world his image own,

But in the effort, his cover’s blown.

 

And in the end, these dreamful men

Must share their world with the females, then

And see the Other as the Others sees,

And in the end, no diff’rence see.

 

And then together work as always was

The great intention of creation’s cause,

To work as one to cure Man’s fatal flaw,

To mould Mankind in Universal Law.

 

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